(As pertains to 2012): "I finally feel like whatever that 'thing' is that I've been struggling to channel for the last 4 months is arriving. This was a huge leap for me. My frantic desire to crank out the pieces in relation to the shadows that bite at my heels has finally been whittled down to something more irritating than devastating. I can begin to enjoy the process instead of racing head first, blinders on, to the destination. I am lifting my head, opening my eyes, taking a deep breath.It was evolve or die and now like a butterfly emerging from its chrysalis, I begin the next phase of my journey. I am filled with hope and excitement and new understanding." (Addendum, this was a fleeting moment, or the actual arrival is taking a very long time.)"